As you have heard me talk about this before, I had a very very difficult and complicated childhood.
The main problem was that due to all the control from my family, I literally lost my identity. I remember meeting one of my teachers for the first time many years back, he looked at me and said, “I have never seen anyone whose energy is so dispersed in the Universe”.
This is the curse and a blessing of not being individualized properly in this life and body. Curse, because energetically I did not have a well developed shape and form on this earth plane. A blessing because I am extremely connected with the energies of the Universe. This gives me almost magical powers.
To form my identity has taken a lot of work and experimentation. A very necessary step towards my well-being and growth.
As a part of experimentation of forming my identity, I even played around with my name. My former name was and still my current legal name is Sanjay Nimar. I used Michael Allenbright for several years as an experiment with identity.
On my career side, I was an engineer and I switched to being a healer.
All these experiments have been fruitful and very valuable experiences. However, it is time now for me to firmly put a stake in the ground with the identity that I believe is in best alignment with who I am at the deepest level of my being.
Name: Sanjay Nimar
Profession & Primary Talent: Healer (energy / psychology / spiritual)
Key Values: Integrity and non-violence (both emotional and physical)
I will be switching my name from Michael Allenbright to Sanjay Nimar in all places. Thank you for supporting me on my journey.